Friday, February 27, 2009

Saguittarius

The best and the worst of the times had occurred to me all in a day's worth.
February 26, 2009: Received my most feared karma. I deserved it. It's just that I never thought it'd be that painful. So it was a killer, yeah. Now I don't wanna do anybody wrong. I swear. And in that very afternoon, gizel knew I should end something that should've been ended a long time ago. This is day #1 of the moving on process. I'm happily letting go. It's time to start anew. Pure. Me. I'm happy. :-)
What would you do if you're being sent away one too many times?
Stay away... and move on.
"But somewhere inside I'm still on the line
You leave me no room to bleed
Wait on the landscape that I'm breaking
Watch as I burn my bridges down
And I've tried to run but now
I'm all doneYou leave me no room to bleed"
- "No Room To Bleed" by Ben LeeTo the person who introduced this song to me, I miss you. Please send me a message soon.

epic blog SAVE

23 things that everyone on facebook is pressured to do.. and since I pretty much have so little time to write these days I'll just post this here.. hehe
1.First off, damn 23 things?! couldn't they just have made it like 10, I mean, who has 23 random things about themselves handy for situations like these.
2.I'm an extroverted geek, I love playing computer games with my son,yes!at home but more often than not I can't stand being alone at home.
3.I like being sexy, although I'm really not and I've never ever been sexy so I wouldn't know how it feels, but I still like the thought.
4.I moved out of my parents house with 4000 pesos in my wallet and no bank account, thankfully I work now. Now I have a bank account with no money and I have less than 4 thousand in my wallet.
5.I'm a secret sap, Only 795 of my friends know this.
6.I don't sleep normal hours, although my room has no windows so it emulates night and that's good enough for me.
7.I dislike sunlight, not because it burns my skin or anything but I hate sweating when I'm not in gym clothes.
8.I'm currently on a canned tuna diet, and I TRY to run around the village every night to lose weight.
9.Damn I miss rice.
10.Damn I miss chocolates
11.Damn I miss softdrinks
12.Damn it all to hell, I'm no longer on a diet.
13.I'm pretty much a walking contradiction, I love to work, but at the same time I wanna just stay home and not do anything, I hate the sun but I love the beach.
14.I seriously need a vacation,probably at my Gf's place, just a LITTLE bit of time to get out of town or something
15.I spend at least 5 hours in front of a computer everyday, not because it's my job but simply because I want to. And no I don't allocate all that for porn, that only takes up 4 hours and 45 minutes of the 5.
16.I constantly pray that a mercedes benz slk 350 just drops out of the sky (in perfect condition) for me.
17.I have two older blood brothers and a ton of brothers from other mothers.
18.I dream of eventually living in a WONDERFUL condominium where everything is just amazingly minimalist.
19.I play basketball with my high-school barkada every Saturday but for some weird reason I don't think I'm getting better at it. ( I expect a lot of responses to this and knowing my barkada none of them will be positive)
20.I was named after a Russian ballerina and a Russian politician, take your pick.
21.I used to hustle pool, now that there's a pool table at home I suck at it.
22.I used to hate blogging but I then realized that it'd be a good writing exercise.
23.I have a blog haha, wwww.nowayski.blogspot.com